Kanske den här gången?

Jag är väl för himla dålig.. Nu ska jag göra ett nytt försök. Det blir andra gången gillt.. Jag ska iaf försöka. Tänkte att om jag skriver på svenska så går det kanske lättare och om nån typ Verena vill läsa får de översätta.. Det blir väl kanske knasigt när man gör det, men det blir väl typ ok. Kanske lättare att bara skriva om saker man tänker också om det är på svenska.

Jag har egentligen inte så mycket att skriva. Jag har bara jobbat från midsommar fram till nu. Har ääääntligen sommarlov nästa måndag. Ska åka till Finland och hälsa på min moster Terttu. På ett sätt ska det bli väldigt skönt att komma bort ett tag, men å andra sidan vet jag hur uttråkad man kan bli där borta när man inte förstår ett ord och det inte finns något att göra direkt. Inget internet. Hur ska jag klara mig utan internet!? ;)
Får se till att ladda ner en drös P3 dokumetärer och ta med någon bok.

Jag har bokat en resa till London också. Ska hälsa på Michelle och förhoppningsvis andra London-vänner. Det är helt otroligt att det var över två år sedan jag såg henne sist. Hon var en av mina bästa vänner i Cairns. Vi jobbade på the Heritage tillsammans och bodde ihop. Michelle är så otroligt glad jämt och så himla gullig och pratig. Det är svårt ibland att hänga med när hon drar igång för hon pratar superfort och med sin Essex-dialekt :). Ni vet typ säger water som wåå-aah.. Längtar verkligen dit.

Har börjat sakna skolan också.. Jag vet, helt otroligt! Var ju så trött på skiten innan sommaren. Men det är väl bra att man har fått sug igen. Btw, har jag inte fått svar från Morgan när det kommer till min makro-komplettering.

Det får räcka för idag fan. Ska ju inte skriva allt jag kommer på nu för annars kanske jag inte kommer blogga i morgon ;)

xx

Yes, yes!

I cant believe I havent written anything in a month! Still I been up to plenty of 'exciting' things to write about. Like my trip to Edinburgh or when I went to Stockholm to visit Sandra or when I spent a few days with Anna and Mattias and their new pup. Or my 25th bday bash.

No excuses. Im up and running again!

Midsummer is just around the corner and Im super stoked my norwegian friends Hege and Sigrid and my newly found scottish friend Stephen will come and celebrate with me!

Yesterday me and Eve went to Gustavsvik. Its like an indoor 'waterland' thingy. Not that big tho.. But we had fun. I wish I wouldve brought more contacts with me cos I lost one when water splashed in my face after like an hour. Pretty spewin bout that. Im pretty much blind as a bat without them. So I didnt really want to risk losing the other. Funniest thing was when Eve got really excited talking when we were laying outside trying to catch some sun. Haha.. You could say that if she wouldve been standing up she wouldve jumped out of joy. Now she was lying down. Cant really explain the movement but it was hillarious.
Also I got hit on by this random super young dude. He wanted to go for a swim with me.. HAHA! I felt so bad when I said no. Cos he was trying real hard to be nice. Thing is his swedish was really, really bad and he probably didnt understand a thing we were saying and whatever he said turned out wrong. 

We were going to visit Eves sis after but we had to wait an hour so we went to the mall. I promised myself not to buy anything. But I did. Hair dye and 4 pairs of earings. Anyway. We went to see Eves sister Sara and her boyfriend. Had some pie and left. Eve really drives like a mad man. Haha..

When I got home I went on the crosstrainer for an hour. Then I had a fight with dad. Bout nothing important really. I was crying so much. I hate fighting. Especially with people I really care about.

I cant wait for tomorrow!! Im so excited cos Im getting pierced! Dunno what Ill pierce yet though. Boobs or ear (daith). Then Im off to Stockholm to see Hege, Sigrid, Stephen and Sandra!

xx

Tack är motsatsen till alla svordomar

Im so very tired right now! Couldnt sleep last night for some reason. While I was lying there I was thinking about lots of stuff. Came to think of when I lived in Cottesloe with Ewen and he told me about this other swedish chick who'd just moved and she some clothes there. He told me I could have it. Being a poor backpacker I was like sweet! The funnies thing happend when Phoebe, my other housemate saw me one day and was like 'is that my skirt?'. Hahaha.. Ewen had given me HER clothes! I felt soo stupid! I couldnt stop laughin about it last night, like who gives away someone elses clothes? Hillarious!

Today I been on skype for 5 hours struggling with some uniwork with Stina, Monica and Matilda. It is fun to talk to them, cos they are really funny. But the subject is sooooo boring! Cant wait till its over!

Once I finished our meeting I went to my parents dropped my stuff off and went running. Or whatever you would call it. I run so slow it probably looks like Im walking.. Haha.. Feels good though once youre done. I shouldve started years ago, but I hate running. But I might learn to like it. Ill give it a few weeks and see if it will grow on me. Might be fun when I can run without looking like Gollum.

My legs are extremely sore right now. And I got problems walking, theyre like heaps stiff. I walked from my parents house home and I really had to push myself to move my legs. How unfit am I..

Then I met up wtih Hanna. I met Hanna in the Whitsundays and now shes moved to Västerås! Well for the summer. Went to 'her' house and had sushi and talked. Was nice to catch up. I really lost track of time. Took the train home and came home at like 21.30. And I felt like I had to read an assignment, which I did. Wont have much time tomorrow since I need to pack and study and get ready for SCOTLAND! Im starting to get really anxious. As soon as Im at the airport Ill be alright though.

Might actually go to bed now, Im knackered as.

xx

Gutted and super stoked!

Time really flies right now! There are so many things I need to do before I leave for Edinburgh but it feels like I havent got time. And I dont even feel like Im doing anything. My studies have been going alright today. Feels like I should make more of an effort since Im going away for a while though.

Today Eve made me run 3kms. I never run outside so I dont have any running muscles in my legs haha.. I also think I need a bra for my ass. Or just a smaller ass. Or a firmer ass? Im surprised (and thankful) I didnt die of a heart attack half way.

Last weekend was pretty good. I didnt go out, just spent time with my parents really. Went shopping with my mum on saturday and stayed the night at their house. Watched the Eurovision Song Contest of course and Im pretty spewin Saade didnt win. Sooo close but still so far away. Was nervous the whole sunday. Was getting pumped up for the ice hockey final. I dont know why I take sports so seriously, after all its just entertainment. You cant even control the outcome. Sweden vs Finland. Usually it makes me and my mum fight. I think the worst fights weve had have been because of the hockey. If you didnt know my mum is finnish. For some reason she wasnt interested in the final this year. I was so disappointed after the game hey. And I reached the highest point of humiliation when my mum asked me how it went and she didnt believe me and I had to say 'no its true' like 6 times. Then I went home, had a sook and moved on.

Anyway. Im sooo excited bout going to Edinburgh! I get such energy just thinking about it! I can go on for ages on the crosstrainer when I think about it haha. I cant wait to see Sigrid and hopefully Ill get to catch up with Cal too (scottish bloke I met in Australia). I cant wait to be a tourist, go out, listen to their awesome accent.. And just get away from the every day life I suppose. Feels like I havent been abroad for ages. Need to charge my camera so I can take heaps of photos.

Dont really know what to write. Nothing too exciting is going on..

xx

It’s going down, basement. Friday the 13th, guess who's playing Jason

Tuck yourself in, you better hold on to your teddy
It's nightmare on Elm street and guess who’s playing Freddy


Friday the 13th turned out pretty good! I been studyingt and I was stuck in front of the TV watchin the semi finial of course. And we won! Im so stoked! I had so much energy after the game I went on the crosstrainer for 45min. Haha.. And Finland won the other semi, made the whole night even better. Im all for Finland (after all I am half finnish) as long as they dont win on sunday! ;). Im not sure if I will watch the final with my parents though cos me and my mum will definitely fight. 


So what are the plans for tomorrow? I really need to buy a new foundation. SUCKS! Aaaaand watch the eurovision song contest! Ill probably not go out tomorrow. It would be good for me to stay sober one weekend. Too much drinking going on lately. And I should really study on sunday. 


Okey so thats all for today. Im knackered so I reckon Ill go straight to bed now. 


xx

And Im skint!

Today I booked my flight to Umeå. 1000kr! Yikes! Feels like a waste of money since Im only staying for 2 nights. Need to get accommodation soon tho. I dont really care where I stay now though, since its just 2 nights. I feel poor as now :(

Ive been exhausted today for no reason. Todays been all about me and my books. I woke up pretty late, had a skype meeting at 10 (uni work) and then I went to my balcony and read my super interesting macro ecomomy book! I actually fell asleep. I was so tired.

Then tonight I wrote some on the report and watched the hockey of course. Hey V, Sweden beat Germany! ;) IN YOUR FACE VERENA! IN YOUR FACE! ;) (Love you).

Anyway. I been thinking alot for the last few days. Nothing new there, I always think alot but Im gonna let you inside my head for a while. Isnt it weird how some people intimmidate you? Its easy to be yourself around some people even though you meet for the first time and then with some people you dont know how to act or what to say? Haha.. Works the other way around too of course.. But why is that?


Okey so sometimes when Im bored I play with make up. I tried something different today. Might not even look like anything, especially not in this photo since I took with with my iphone. But Im actually quite happy how it turned out. Only thing that annoys me is I cant find my foundation! And it actually bothers me cos my skin has never been this bad :( Has anyone seen it?
Oh well, Im happy with the eyes. What do you think? (And errr.. Dont mind the hair)

Btw, is it possible to have a huge crush on someone you dont even know?

xx

Open minded curiosity is important

I woke up this morning super tired. Had some strange dreams per usual and woke up a million times during the night. Went to bed pretty late. Anyway I was still pretty stoked about getting up cos I was going to meed Sandra. Doesnt happen every day. Got on the bus to Västerås and went with Sandra to see her doctor. Just took like 30min and then we went to Kalle på spången for lunch. From now on Im actually gonna eat healthy food again. Ive completely lost it. Dunno whats wrong with me hey. AND I need to start working out again. After I got sick I havent worked out once. How bad is that. 

You learn something every day. This was found in the waiting room at the doctors.

Anyway we walked around window shopping and also booked a tattoo session for Sandra. I might be even more stoked than she is.

After Sandra left I waited for Baring to come down town :). He makes me laugh that one. Hey did you guys know his dad sells Levi's? Haha.. I tried to find some kind of jar for my coffee. But I couldnt find anything that didnt look tacky. How hard could it be really.. Need to go to IKEA. Well actually I need to stop spending money. Bought a ring and some soles for my mum, but thats it!

Anyway.. Weathers been awsome today too. Its like summer! Believe it or not but Im actually starting to get a tan! I mean I know I can get real tanned, but I just dont really expose myself to the sun. I got some nice pics from Australia from my mate Keith the other day. I looked really tanned in the photos! Unfortunatly it also looks like Im totally smashed. Which I was. So theres no way Im posting those pictures :/.

I been absolutely knackered all afternoon. I thought Id fall asleep on the bus home. Went home to my parents and had a fucking burger. Im telling you, Im getting on a healthy diet asap! I might even stay sober next weekend! (Not like I got a problem with it). Its ESC and Im a real ESC geek so Ill have to stay in. 

Might go to sleep early tonight. Or maybe not cos I reckon I need to study since I havent even looked at the books today. God where did my dicipline go? 

Right Im gonna post my favourite tune right now on here. I get such a good vibe from it. Just thought Id share. Enjoy. 

xx