Gutted and super stoked!

Time really flies right now! There are so many things I need to do before I leave for Edinburgh but it feels like I havent got time. And I dont even feel like Im doing anything. My studies have been going alright today. Feels like I should make more of an effort since Im going away for a while though.

Today Eve made me run 3kms. I never run outside so I dont have any running muscles in my legs haha.. I also think I need a bra for my ass. Or just a smaller ass. Or a firmer ass? Im surprised (and thankful) I didnt die of a heart attack half way.

Last weekend was pretty good. I didnt go out, just spent time with my parents really. Went shopping with my mum on saturday and stayed the night at their house. Watched the Eurovision Song Contest of course and Im pretty spewin Saade didnt win. Sooo close but still so far away. Was nervous the whole sunday. Was getting pumped up for the ice hockey final. I dont know why I take sports so seriously, after all its just entertainment. You cant even control the outcome. Sweden vs Finland. Usually it makes me and my mum fight. I think the worst fights weve had have been because of the hockey. If you didnt know my mum is finnish. For some reason she wasnt interested in the final this year. I was so disappointed after the game hey. And I reached the highest point of humiliation when my mum asked me how it went and she didnt believe me and I had to say 'no its true' like 6 times. Then I went home, had a sook and moved on.

Anyway. Im sooo excited bout going to Edinburgh! I get such energy just thinking about it! I can go on for ages on the crosstrainer when I think about it haha. I cant wait to see Sigrid and hopefully Ill get to catch up with Cal too (scottish bloke I met in Australia). I cant wait to be a tourist, go out, listen to their awesome accent.. And just get away from the every day life I suppose. Feels like I havent been abroad for ages. Need to charge my camera so I can take heaps of photos.

Dont really know what to write. Nothing too exciting is going on..

xx