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Im so very tired right now! Couldnt sleep last night for some reason. While I was lying there I was thinking about lots of stuff. Came to think of when I lived in Cottesloe with Ewen and he told me about this other swedish chick who'd just moved and she some clothes there. He told me I could have it. Being a poor backpacker I was like sweet! The funnies thing happend when Phoebe, my other housemate saw me one day and was like 'is that my skirt?'. Hahaha.. Ewen had given me HER clothes! I felt soo stupid! I couldnt stop laughin about it last night, like who gives away someone elses clothes? Hillarious!

Today I been on skype for 5 hours struggling with some uniwork with Stina, Monica and Matilda. It is fun to talk to them, cos they are really funny. But the subject is sooooo boring! Cant wait till its over!

Once I finished our meeting I went to my parents dropped my stuff off and went running. Or whatever you would call it. I run so slow it probably looks like Im walking.. Haha.. Feels good though once youre done. I shouldve started years ago, but I hate running. But I might learn to like it. Ill give it a few weeks and see if it will grow on me. Might be fun when I can run without looking like Gollum.

My legs are extremely sore right now. And I got problems walking, theyre like heaps stiff. I walked from my parents house home and I really had to push myself to move my legs. How unfit am I..

Then I met up wtih Hanna. I met Hanna in the Whitsundays and now shes moved to Västerås! Well for the summer. Went to 'her' house and had sushi and talked. Was nice to catch up. I really lost track of time. Took the train home and came home at like 21.30. And I felt like I had to read an assignment, which I did. Wont have much time tomorrow since I need to pack and study and get ready for SCOTLAND! Im starting to get really anxious. As soon as Im at the airport Ill be alright though.

Might actually go to bed now, Im knackered as.

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Gutted and super stoked!

Time really flies right now! There are so many things I need to do before I leave for Edinburgh but it feels like I havent got time. And I dont even feel like Im doing anything. My studies have been going alright today. Feels like I should make more of an effort since Im going away for a while though.

Today Eve made me run 3kms. I never run outside so I dont have any running muscles in my legs haha.. I also think I need a bra for my ass. Or just a smaller ass. Or a firmer ass? Im surprised (and thankful) I didnt die of a heart attack half way.

Last weekend was pretty good. I didnt go out, just spent time with my parents really. Went shopping with my mum on saturday and stayed the night at their house. Watched the Eurovision Song Contest of course and Im pretty spewin Saade didnt win. Sooo close but still so far away. Was nervous the whole sunday. Was getting pumped up for the ice hockey final. I dont know why I take sports so seriously, after all its just entertainment. You cant even control the outcome. Sweden vs Finland. Usually it makes me and my mum fight. I think the worst fights weve had have been because of the hockey. If you didnt know my mum is finnish. For some reason she wasnt interested in the final this year. I was so disappointed after the game hey. And I reached the highest point of humiliation when my mum asked me how it went and she didnt believe me and I had to say 'no its true' like 6 times. Then I went home, had a sook and moved on.

Anyway. Im sooo excited bout going to Edinburgh! I get such energy just thinking about it! I can go on for ages on the crosstrainer when I think about it haha. I cant wait to see Sigrid and hopefully Ill get to catch up with Cal too (scottish bloke I met in Australia). I cant wait to be a tourist, go out, listen to their awesome accent.. And just get away from the every day life I suppose. Feels like I havent been abroad for ages. Need to charge my camera so I can take heaps of photos.

Dont really know what to write. Nothing too exciting is going on..

xx

It’s going down, basement. Friday the 13th, guess who's playing Jason

Tuck yourself in, you better hold on to your teddy
It's nightmare on Elm street and guess who’s playing Freddy


Friday the 13th turned out pretty good! I been studyingt and I was stuck in front of the TV watchin the semi finial of course. And we won! Im so stoked! I had so much energy after the game I went on the crosstrainer for 45min. Haha.. And Finland won the other semi, made the whole night even better. Im all for Finland (after all I am half finnish) as long as they dont win on sunday! ;). Im not sure if I will watch the final with my parents though cos me and my mum will definitely fight. 


So what are the plans for tomorrow? I really need to buy a new foundation. SUCKS! Aaaaand watch the eurovision song contest! Ill probably not go out tomorrow. It would be good for me to stay sober one weekend. Too much drinking going on lately. And I should really study on sunday. 


Okey so thats all for today. Im knackered so I reckon Ill go straight to bed now. 


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And Im skint!

Today I booked my flight to Umeå. 1000kr! Yikes! Feels like a waste of money since Im only staying for 2 nights. Need to get accommodation soon tho. I dont really care where I stay now though, since its just 2 nights. I feel poor as now :(

Ive been exhausted today for no reason. Todays been all about me and my books. I woke up pretty late, had a skype meeting at 10 (uni work) and then I went to my balcony and read my super interesting macro ecomomy book! I actually fell asleep. I was so tired.

Then tonight I wrote some on the report and watched the hockey of course. Hey V, Sweden beat Germany! ;) IN YOUR FACE VERENA! IN YOUR FACE! ;) (Love you).

Anyway. I been thinking alot for the last few days. Nothing new there, I always think alot but Im gonna let you inside my head for a while. Isnt it weird how some people intimmidate you? Its easy to be yourself around some people even though you meet for the first time and then with some people you dont know how to act or what to say? Haha.. Works the other way around too of course.. But why is that?


Okey so sometimes when Im bored I play with make up. I tried something different today. Might not even look like anything, especially not in this photo since I took with with my iphone. But Im actually quite happy how it turned out. Only thing that annoys me is I cant find my foundation! And it actually bothers me cos my skin has never been this bad :( Has anyone seen it?
Oh well, Im happy with the eyes. What do you think? (And errr.. Dont mind the hair)

Btw, is it possible to have a huge crush on someone you dont even know?

xx

Open minded curiosity is important

I woke up this morning super tired. Had some strange dreams per usual and woke up a million times during the night. Went to bed pretty late. Anyway I was still pretty stoked about getting up cos I was going to meed Sandra. Doesnt happen every day. Got on the bus to Västerås and went with Sandra to see her doctor. Just took like 30min and then we went to Kalle på spången for lunch. From now on Im actually gonna eat healthy food again. Ive completely lost it. Dunno whats wrong with me hey. AND I need to start working out again. After I got sick I havent worked out once. How bad is that. 

You learn something every day. This was found in the waiting room at the doctors.

Anyway we walked around window shopping and also booked a tattoo session for Sandra. I might be even more stoked than she is.

After Sandra left I waited for Baring to come down town :). He makes me laugh that one. Hey did you guys know his dad sells Levi's? Haha.. I tried to find some kind of jar for my coffee. But I couldnt find anything that didnt look tacky. How hard could it be really.. Need to go to IKEA. Well actually I need to stop spending money. Bought a ring and some soles for my mum, but thats it!

Anyway.. Weathers been awsome today too. Its like summer! Believe it or not but Im actually starting to get a tan! I mean I know I can get real tanned, but I just dont really expose myself to the sun. I got some nice pics from Australia from my mate Keith the other day. I looked really tanned in the photos! Unfortunatly it also looks like Im totally smashed. Which I was. So theres no way Im posting those pictures :/.

I been absolutely knackered all afternoon. I thought Id fall asleep on the bus home. Went home to my parents and had a fucking burger. Im telling you, Im getting on a healthy diet asap! I might even stay sober next weekend! (Not like I got a problem with it). Its ESC and Im a real ESC geek so Ill have to stay in. 

Might go to sleep early tonight. Or maybe not cos I reckon I need to study since I havent even looked at the books today. God where did my dicipline go? 

Right Im gonna post my favourite tune right now on here. I get such a good vibe from it. Just thought Id share. Enjoy. 

xx

A recreation of a true event

When I woke up this morning I didnt really wanna get up cos I knew my books were waiting for me. But weather was super sweet so I combined sun baking with my studies on the balcony. Im not gonna be see through this summer! Good thing Im gonna work outside all summer!

My phone rang and to my surprise it was Sandra who actually was in town! Super stoked! We met up, bought some stuff from ICA and went to Centrumparken haha.. As always I had so much fun with Sandra. We made this hillarious (to us) video. 'Släppte du ut katten?!' Walking home I carried 2 bags from the shop. Id said bye to Sandra and I started thinking about the video. I saw a man coming towards me and when he was a few meters away I started to laugh uncontrollably. Out loud :(. I really tried to compose myself but I couldnt. He must think Im mental. I couldnt cover my face even since I carried the bags. I felt like the biggest idiot. Laughed all the way home.

Right now Im watchin the hockey. Third period just started so I guess Im off.

xx

On top of the world feeling seedy as!

Yes, I been pretty bad with updates. Guess Im still getting used to the whole blog thing. 

Soo.. Last week was pretty good. I went shopping with Baring last thursday which was fun. I wasted my money on make up brushes and fake lashes. I just love make up. I really wish I was a make up artist. Its amazing how you can change your looks. Haha.. Made me think of my ex Dave when he said 'Its like youve used a magic wand' after Id put my make up on. Thaaaank you! Now I know it came out wrong, but there its actually quite true. Haha..

Saturday was the best day ever. I slept in, went to town with my parents and went shopping with my mum. I swear Västerås never looked this pretty. I had to take heaps of photos just to document it haha. I only bought a top but it was nice hanging out with mum. She makes me laugh. And I also met up with Carro and had a coffee. Was nice to catch up and just sit and chat about everything.. Boys, work.. We just had a look in a few shops etc. Although Im saving for my trip to Edinburgh now. Cant believe its only 2 weeks left and then Ill actually be there! Cant wait to go! 

I took the train home, hate the fact I dont live in Västerås. Anyway.. I wasnt planing on going out but it just happend. Went to Ullis, haid their sausage left overs and started drinking. Im so glad I did, I had the best night in ages with some super awesome chicks! Honestly when I woke up this morning, dispite feeling seedy as, I wasnt sure if it was all a dream cos I felt really good. Life is so good right now. 

Talked to my favourite Eve today about how girls always overanalyze everything. Why is that? I always think the worst when it comes to guys. Maybe I should just try and get a more positive mindset lookin at other people. Try and see the good, you know. 

Oh well, this summer is going to be awesome, I can feel it!

xx

Just as soon as I belong, then it's time I disappear.

Ok so I couldnt keep away from getting a blog. Just thought it might be fun to look at it after a few years so I can keep track of what I've actually been doing. If I keep on posting stuff that is. Reason Im writing in english is I want all my friends to be able to read it. And I guess its good practice for me hey.. ;). Might be posting in swedish sometimes though when it doesn't make any sense in english.. Sorry V!

This is just a test cos I got no idea how this thingy works.

I should really get back to my studies. But I'm so not motivated. I dont know if its cos I got so much on my mind or if I just find it super boring. Might be a combo. I just cant wait for summer and to actually get to work for a while. Cant wait to get out of here either. Dont get me wrong, Im actually pretty happy, but lately I been feeling so torn between this life and my old life if that makes any sense. In a way I wanna go back to Oz, but I got a life here now. Its like a break up really.. Gaaah.. Feeling sentimental! Usually when I feel like this I move somewhere. But I reckon Im too old.

Ill just link yous a song a friend from oz and his mate have made.

xx